i am an artist please God forgive me

i wake up to the sound of you breathing

living in dreams one room away

i wake up to the sound of nothing

beating my heart for my mistakes…

today i was dreaming about you

today i realized holding on wont keep you.

i know yea, i really do

this love could never last

between me and you.

i have demons for bruses

you have scars for trust

yea i know, my love, i really do

this life will never suit either of us.

i wake up to the sound of your music 

lying in bed pretending to kiss you

i stumble out into the morning

i open your door so i can see you…

last night i pretended to trust you

it felt so nice to let go of my memory

last night i remembered this love isnt real

last night i remembered im still in a dream..

i wake up to the sound of you singing

i stumble out and face the day

walk by your room where i loved you so…

close the door… walk away….